The space between thoughts

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The role of ‘thought’ in our experience of life and the world around us has been a defining understanding over the last few years for me. But it’s never been in such sharp relief as in the last 17 months. I am bemused by the observation of myself seesawing between different worries, concerns and misunderstandings as I try (along with the rest of humanity) to make sense of how we’ve got to where we are.

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Ritual for an operation

Few of us realise that the loss of an unseen internal organ can be one of lifes major traumas. It may require a grieving process that can last for months or even years. When I found that I needed a hysterectomy for recurrence of pre-cancerous cells, like many women I had strong feelings about losing my womb. I feared, irrationally, that it would diminish me as a woman and that sex would be different.

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Mid November 2006

Remember my feeling of something (event) being imminent, well during my crop circle weekend I started to do a lot of dowsing. Dowsing is something I have been using for a couple of years now, but I haven’t really been completely confident in my own intuitive sense. That all changed this weekend, I feel in some ways as if I have ‘been woken-up’ maybe it was the ‘Keys to the Acturians’ presentation that I went to on the Saturday night.

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The pressure builds

In 2001 I had the feeling that something was going to happen that would change the world forever, in the February it got so bad that I even sold my house because of it – and nothing seemed to happen….. until September 11th when we had the attacks on the World Trade Centre and the Pentagon.

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